I have always hated the thought of “What If”
That is one of the worst questions that you can embed in your head. Because then your mind starts thinking about alternate endings to a situation that didn’t go your way. It wasn’t until recently that I discovered that wondering “What If” is basically embedded in everyones minds. It’s our imagination that let’s our “What Ifs” run wild. To be honest, I don’t think there’s anything that you can do about it. The only thing that you need to remind yourself is that it happened that way because that was the way it was meant to be. You did what you could, and it didn’t go your way. Get over it. Take it for what it is and reflect upon it as a lesson. Never regret what happened. Always look forward and use that situation as a reminder of what you learned from that experience.
Things have never gone my way, but I honestly wouldn’t have it any other way. I don’t regret anything that I have been through. Many friends have become long losts or acquaintances, and very few bests have stuck by my side. I appreciate all the weird shit that I have been through, because it has shaped me to be the weird/random person that I am today. Like it or not, it is what it is.