mmm even though its september in california its still 90 degrees outside. fall is around the corner but i’m still feeling that summer heat. wtf? i’m ready for fall & im ready for some CHANGE. i never thought that i would say this.. but im ready for school to start. i’ve had the longest summer break ever and im ready to give this college thing a try. 

i’m ready to layer up in cute blazers, leggings, scarves and all that fall attire. i’ve never been a fall person but for some reason this summer has kind of been a bummout. dont get me wrong i love it but i didnt really get to enjoy the whole beach thing as much as i would’ve wanted to because i had to stay out of the sun for 6 weeks cause of my tat -___- i’m never getting a tattoo in the summer time again. worst idea ever! haha

there has been so much on my mind lately.. hence why im writing in this thing. i felt the need to write it all down. i was planning on going to visit some amigas in ATL towards the end of september BUT then i came up with this bright new idea of moving out towards the end of the year.. which involves saving up alot of money, something that is impossible if i go to ATL. so i cancelled my trip. i am determined to move out by the end of the year of early next year. we’ll see..

i really need to do some retail therapy though, looking at clothes online is such a tease! i just need to go to melrose and do some damage to my bank account. see what sucks about making more money and working more hours is i feel the need to spent it more when i’m out because me being out nowadays is a rarity. not being out has definitely saved me more outfits for when i do go out lol. me being home alot has also given me alot of time to do some THINKING. me and thinking put together isnt really a good thing. well i guess it is to a certain extent cause that means my brains getting bigger with all the thoughts i have in my head? haaaa

see i’ve always considered myself pretty good at reading people & their intentions. i can usually tell if i’ll like or dislike someone within the first encounter with that person. something about them will usually draw me in like a magnet if i feel like i would really get along with the person. which brings me to the law of attraction. the law of attraction works in such weird ways, it has attracted me to so many different kinds of people of different traditions, cultures, etc. people always ask me what are the types of guys i like.. i simply answer them by saying i dont have a type, its more about whether or not something attracts me to that person. it wasn’t until recently i have discovered that no one and nothing has attracted me.. like wtf?! i stay up day and night thinking about stuff like this.. you can only imagine why i’m so damn confused lol. it all good though because i’m all about staying positive and not giving up. when this certain “attraction” comes along, its going to be a hell of a thrill.

mk enough rambling, im going to try to go to bed. damn so many “to’s” in one sentence lol. 

goodnight. i hope you’re doing well<3

ahh i cant WAIT to get paid on friday. yippppeee! shopping spreee!!!!!