i cant sleep. therefore a million things are running through my mind. i hate insomnia because it gets me thinking about everything & everyone that i’m surrounded with. im extremely grateful to make amazing people in my life that keep me positive and always share good laughs with. this blog is dedicated to 2 very special people in my life. it has just hit me that these 2 people are leaving to go to school and embark on their crazy journey of living on their own and being independent. JJ & Tina are the 2 that im talking about…if you guys didnt know.

so ive been laying in bed & all of a sudden it hits me that JJ is leaving in less than 2 weeks. ive only seen the motherfucker like 4 times this summer and now hes about to leave. he is honestly one of my best friends. everytime i hang out with this kid theres always laughter in the air. hes the one to thank when i was having emotional withdrawals.. lol. i can always count on him when i needed someone to talk to & always listened & put up with my bullshit. now hes fucking leaving me. thanks bitch. lol its gonna suck to know that you’re thousands of miles away when i all of a sudden wanna film a day in chinese lol. but seriously though im going to miss you so much and thank goodness for skype, oovoo, ichat etc. cause bitch i will be hitting you up everyday on the shit! oh and please dont party too hard at ASU.. wait till i go down to visit in november lol. thank you for putting up with me & all my bulllshitt!! im always going to be here for you my friend!

now onto tina chen. thisssss bittttchhh! shes going to do big things with her life. without a doubt. that skank is in taiwan right now without me…. -_- shes been there for so long. i havent seen her in monthsss it seems. she comes back next week and then leaves a couple days after that up to the bayyy areaaaa!! i love her so much & i was always able to count on her as well whenever i needed help with something. i cant wait to see what she ends up doing with her life because its gonna be something BIG(: btdub we’re gonna take down asia together when we’re older. im going to miss having someone to talk chinese with around people that dont understand us lol. you are going to have so much fun up in the bayyyy & i cant wait to go visit you & get hyphyyyy! im excited to come snuggle with you in your dorm tehehehe thank god i fly for free so i can see you both when im miss you 2 dearly.

anyways i just wanted to let these 2 people know that i care about them very much and if they ever need ANYTHING im one call awaaaayyy… i might not answer because i’ll be at work or something but if either of you ever get bored or lonely, call me!

i love you bothhhh so so so so much<3

im going to miss seeing your guys’s faces everyday<3