June 2010
1 post
Nostalgia has gotten the best of me. I did something I wish I wouldn’t have today. Cause now it just opened up doors that lead to nowhere.
May 2010
2 posts
WHAT IF?
I have always hated the thought of “What If”
That is one of the worst questions that you can embed in your head. Because then your mind starts thinking about alternate endings to a situation that didn’t go your way. It wasn’t until recently that I discovered that wondering “What If” is basically embedded in everyones minds. It’s our imagination that...
April 2010
1 post
“It’s hard to love a good guy after you’ve loved a bad guy.
...”
March 2010
4 posts
good people.
there are very few out there. when you come across good people, make sure you hang on to them dearly. i am so thankful for the people i have around me. you guys influence me to be a better person & to treat others with an open mind. i love you guys & thank you for shedding that positive light on me during my darkest hours.
can’t wait for spring break,
just me & my new holga...
hey hey hey daddy.
damn, the new usher jam is so sexy!
the past few months i have been listening to a shit ton of R&B. R&B is just so sexy and my dirty mind can’t help but wonder… hahahha.
i swear i cant take ANYTHING seriously! now that i look back and certain things i wonder if they would have been different if i did take things/people more seriously. the funny thing is, the people that i...
February 2010
2 posts
“It’s all false LOVE & AFFECTION, you don’t want me you just like...”
I've got the Great Wall of China around my
“I haven’t felt the need to go shopping recently.”
“That must be because you have felt content with your life & don’t have the need to fill a void.”
SO TRUE.
I constantly feel the need to make an impulsive purchase when things aren’t going well or am frustrated with a certain situation or person. AKA retail therapy. But this temporary happiness can...
September 2009
2 posts
i have
become REALLY good at pushing everyone away.
yay me?
…. wompwomp. school starts in 2 weeks. i’ll let yall know how that goes.
let it fall.
mmm even though its september in california its still 90 degrees outside. fall is around the corner but i’m still feeling that summer heat. wtf? i’m ready for fall & im ready for some CHANGE. i never thought that i would say this.. but im ready for school to start. i’ve had the longest summer break ever and im ready to give this college thing a try.
i’m ready to layer...
August 2009
2 posts
late night blogging
i cant sleep. therefore a million things are running through my mind. i hate insomnia because it gets me thinking about everything & everyone that i’m surrounded with. im extremely grateful to make amazing people in my life that keep me positive and always share good laughs with. this blog is dedicated to 2 very special people in my life. it has just hit me that these 2 people are...
i miss you, very mucho.
Take chances. Tell the truth. Say what is on your mind. Say no. Spend all your money. Fall in love. Get to know someone random. Be random. Say I love you. Be loved. Sing out loud. Laugh at a stupid joke. Cry. Get revenge. Have your heart broken. Put it back together. Apologize. Forgive. Be crazy. Break the rules. Tell someone how much they mean to you. Tell the asshole what you feel. Let someone...
July 2009
5 posts
im clearly obsessed..
soooo gooooood.
when the night falls, my lonely heart calls.
summer has been extremely fun. BUSY BUSY BUSY. had 3 days off last week so i went to SD had a blast. it was filled with long losts… from lovers, to friends, to the food we ate, temp tattoos, & of couse the hookah. i love banderson<3 orlando is coming up. SOOO stoked! going to meet a bunch of fun people so im excited!! i desperately need a vacation. work has taken over my life....
i love the new paramore song! sooo catchy, soo...
WARPED TEEEWWWWRRR weekend.
the past 4 days have been insane. Brit came into town wednesday night & the party just never stopped.
Thursday- Nay, B & I just went to a friends house & hung out. for the record, seagrams vka is DISGUSTING. Cheap vka in general just does me dirrrttty. got shwasty & the rest of a night was a mystery.
Warped Pomona- HOT AS SHIT. woke up hungover with B & NOT wanting to get...
June 2009
8 posts
whyyy
am i up so early?!
whaaaaat the fucckkk!
you got to show me love.
that song has been my jam lately. it just makes me wanna start dancing! haha
i spent the whole day uploading pictures today. everythings updated and ishh. ahh i feel accomplisheddd. havent been on the computer for more than an hour in a while. my eyes are killing me! haha
summers been amazing so far. just trying to keep busy with work and friends. i feel like such a loser when i have too much...
it's not over. its just the start of a new...
wow. i’m officially a high school graduate. what now? i think thats the only thing i can think of to say right now. this is a bittersweet feeling. the past 4 years of my life have been glorious. i have gone through heartbreaks, did stupid shit, dressed like a fool for spirit days, dealt with typical “high school” drama, & most importantly met some amazing people that i...
May 2009
3 posts
“A dream you dream alone is only a dream. A dream you dream together is reality.”
– Infamous Mr. John Lennon.
one of my favorites.. I’m truely obsessed.
...
so tired of being alone. so hurry up & get here.
i’ve been in that JMayer mood lately. OBSESSED muchh?
Lifes been crazy lately. But I cant complain, I rather be crazy than be sane. Sane is boring. So recently my old habits have picked back up again. The old partying habits is what I’m talking about. Ai yaiyaiiii… grandma sandbox has retired & renewed, new rule to live by… PARTY HARD. Honestly though, I think that old...
April 2009
6 posts
“If you are, i am. If we did, we wouldn’t. If it does, then...”
– (;
Who I am, Who I'm not, & Who I wanna be
overrr it & feeling extremely happy. kinda surprised but im gladddd(: working on my own shit and getting back into the swing of things.
looooove ittt.
blame it on the PMS. hahahhaa.
SD update soon. im just feeling to lazzzzy!
it’s been hot as shit recently blaaaaah! school is kicking me in the asssssss.
& for all you fuckers out there spreading rumors about a friend of...
Forgive me for the neglect
I have been paying respect..
to SPRINGGGG BREAAAAK!
& I’ve been trying to limit my time on the computer & being out in the world doing real things as opposed to staying on the computer all day.
i need a tan,
mk byeeeeeeeee<3
oh! i found my prom dress(;
where’s my date at?!
sandyeggo this weekend to see banderson— super excited(:
March 2009
12 posts
you're just a letdown, another one of my mistakes.
Hello world!
It has been forever and a day since I’ve updated this thing. These past 2 weeks have been complete insanity! The rents were gone the week before this past week and you know your girl was partying nonstop while they were away! It was basically leave the house at 11 come home at 3 everyday for a week straight. It definitely has taken toll on me. I’ve developed panda eyes...
what's my age again?
no parents for a week.
been out every night till 2. PARTY ONNNNNNNN!
it has definitely taken it’s toll but it’s worth it.
update soon, promise!
TWITTER me(:
twitter.com/sandapanda6
I'm not going to teach your boyfriend how to dance...
For the first time in these past couple of weeks I feel extremely happy. I don’t quite necessarily know what it is BUT I’m not complaining(: On Tuesday it was LEEBABYS actual birthday!! We ditched school & took her to Santa Monica Pier & just relaxed. It was very much needed considering the usual lack of sleep I’ve been suffering from. We had lunch at Johnny Rockets then...
just came back from the gym. sweaty pits.
A good nights sleep is very much NEEDED. A shower sounds pretty good right now too. gaaaaahhh, starting to depend on energy drinks again and thats no bueno. weeeee, finally! uploaded pictures from this weekend. here we go!
HAPPY 18th STEPHHH<3
hold me closer tiny dancer
This weekend was more eventful than others. Stephs party was on Saturday and everyone showed up! It was like a huge fucking reunion. This whole weekend was like a huge reunion. I lovedddd it! It was a good night, YAY FOR STEPHAAANIIEEEE! Home girl is about to be legal. Lucky bitch legally has no curfew HAHA. The highlight of my night was Kevin dancing for Steph, everytime he licks the cake it was...
“As usual, there is a great woman behind every idiot.”
– infamous Mr. John Lennon
Beer bellies aren't cute.
Playing beer pong for the past 3 weekends in a row is NO bueno. I’ve got a pudge developing bigger & bigger everyday. UGH! I’m sore as hell but I gotta get rid of this pudge. I’m determined. SUMMER BOD here I come(:
Off to the gymm see you there!
I was born with an enormous need for affection,...
FUCK THIS. I just wrote the longest blog & it got fucking deleted.
I typed so much shit. ARGH I’m mad! I’m going to just summarize what I typed.
So this past week has been interesting. Mr. Wilson was on Thursday & it went super well! All the boys did such a great job with the dance Tina, Steph & I choreographed. UBER CUTE! I’ll have the video soon so I’ll post...
February 2009
9 posts
BRILLIANT coverrrrr<3
by an AMAZING band.
...
You may say I'm a dreamer, but I'm not the only...
Hello world. These past couple of days have been a DRAAAAAAG. Awkward sleep patterns have not been very fun -___- Lets just say going to bed at 4 am and waking up at 10 am on a SUNDAY is extremely frusturating! argh, sundays are meant for sleeping in! Mannn, I need to stop being a vampire. MMmm, vampires= edward cullen(: So recently I’ve really been thinking about getting my tattoo. Knowing...