Nostalgia has gotten the best of me. I did something I wish I wouldn’t have today. Cause now it just opened up doors that lead to nowhere.
WHAT IF?
I have always hated the thought of “What If”
That is one of the worst questions that you can embed in your head. Because then your mind starts thinking about alternate endings to a situation that didn’t go your way. It wasn’t until recently that I discovered that wondering “What If” is basically embedded in everyones minds. It’s our imagination that let’s our “What Ifs” run wild. To be honest, I don’t think there’s anything that you can do about it. The only thing that you need to remind yourself is that it happened that way because that was the way it was meant to be. You did what you could, and it didn’t go your way. Get over it. Take it for what it is and reflect upon it as a lesson. Never regret what happened. Always look forward and use that situation as a reminder of what you learned from that experience.
Things have never gone my way, but I honestly wouldn’t have it any other way. I don’t regret anything that I have been through. Many friends have become long losts or acquaintances, and very few bests have stuck by my side. I appreciate all the weird shit that I have been through, because it has shaped me to be the weird/random person that I am today. Like it or not, it is what it is.
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It’s hard to love a good guy after you’ve loved a bad guy.
It’s hard to love a girl after she’s been in love with a bad guy.
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Breakfast of champs!
Last night in Texas. Doin it big!!
good people.
there are very few out there. when you come across good people, make sure you hang on to them dearly. i am so thankful for the people i have around me. you guys influence me to be a better person & to treat others with an open mind. i love you guys & thank you for shedding that positive light on me during my darkest hours.
can’t wait for spring break,
just me & my new holga :)
hey hey hey daddy.
damn, the new usher jam is so sexy!
the past few months i have been listening to a shit ton of R&B. R&B is just so sexy and my dirty mind can’t help but wonder… hahahha.
i swear i cant take ANYTHING seriously! now that i look back and certain things i wonder if they would have been different if i did take things/people more seriously. the funny thing is, the people that i wanted to take seriously ended up being the ones that have become the reason why i can’t anyone seriously. sigh, thats just the way the cookie crumbles! it’s all good though i have wonderful people around me that make me happy & to be honest, as much as i want to complain, i shouldn’t. i’m extremely thankful & all i can do is keep on dreamin’
finals are next week & then its hellllo SPRING BREAK!
home > Dallas > Austin for SXSW > Dallas > home > Tokyo > Taiwan > Tokyo > home. all in 9 nine days. my middle name is crazy lol.
"It’s all false LOVE & AFFECTION, you don’t want me you just like the ATTENTION."
I’ve got the Great Wall of China around my <3
“I haven’t felt the need to go shopping recently.”
“That must be because you have felt content with your life & don’t have the need to fill a void.”
SO TRUE.
I constantly feel the need to make an impulsive purchase when things aren’t going well or am frustrated with a certain situation or person. AKA retail therapy. But this temporary happiness can only last for so long.. Which explains why I am constantly shopping & buying shoes. It’s such a bad habit but I can’t help it… I just feel the need to fill that void.
God damn, I wish I was content with my life.
Where’s my happy ending?
